I don’t know what to think anymore. I feel like anytime I try to push those positive vibes, I’m always left disappointed. I try to see myself as successful and making great progress for my age, but I’m constantly blinded by the images I create in my mind. I tear myself down by thinking that what I do is never good enough and that I’m running out of time. I shoot myself down every time something potentially good happens because in my mind it’s never good enough. My biggest obstacle is myself, but yet it’s the one obstacle I can’t seem to overcome. People tell me to change, but how? How do I defeat my own thoughts so that I can one day see myself in a better light?